confidant?

sometimes i wonder who are my true friends...i have many "friends" around me but who are the ones that will still be there for me when i'm in trouble...well...guess in the end when something really happens only 1 or 2 will be there for me...sometimes i wonder to myself who would that be...
when i sat in the bus today,i started to really miss 1 of my friend...she is my bestest friend i ever had...she is tall,pretty and she has almost what all girls dreamt of...but she is no longer here, also no longer my confidant...what a pity don't you think....i feel its my lost..but what to do...i guess we are just not fated to be friends...sounds depressing...but i miss having coffee or lunch or dinner with her...sitting there having a cup of tea seem to be the most enjoyable moment...we can be sitting in the cheapest coffeeshop but it doesnt really matters because the company is most important...we can talk about almost everything under the sky...whenever i'm feeling down or had a tiff with my boyfriend, she will always be there lending me a listening ear even though its very late already...we were as close as sisters...she never took me for granted and i really appreciate her...people who dont know us well might even think we were lesbian...haha...even now when i thought of the happy times we once had,i still smile to myself...
sometimes my mum would also ask me,so how's gayle?did she call you?everything she ask me,my heart would hurt abit...that is how much i treasure this friend...
how i wish i could find a bosom friend...the thought of it makes me smile...i guess there's only a handful around....

mentally exhausted, physically strained

god...been so busy lately,1 project after the next...had a presentation the day before and another 1 tomorrow..."give me a break," "i had enough of this shit"...this is what i feel like screaming at the lecturer's face...but i guess its not the most logical way to deal with things...what to do, i'm still a student under their feet...
went to see doris chan about my mental hospital posting...guess we have to makeup for it after our PRCP...its so unfair....we had to serve 2 more weeks of attachment before we can finally have nothing to do with this pathetic school...that means extra work....all i can say is that Ms Doris Chan is a gormless...cant stand her incompetency...

what a pity...

initially eileen and i wanted to go clinic C but when we saw the crowd we had doubts..so we decided to go momo instead...what a pity...we had always wanted to go but something always change our mind...
while i was clubbing,baby helped me to level up on my maplestory character until 5am....then he came to pick me up after that...haha...now my character is level 21...guess some people might be very confuse what is maplestory...its an online game...very stupid but cute...i don't mind playing some lame games once in awhile...
stayed over at baby's house...reached his house at 6am...god...that was real tired...woke up at 6pm today...haha...slept for 12 hours...but i'm still tired...

baby went to toa payoh to buy a new handphone...he bought a nokia E65.cool phone with GPS...when is the phone i'm aiming for releasing...cant wait to get my hands on it...

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A perfect day

when i got up this morning, i wonder what would a perfect day for me would be like...i guess it would be....

• get in the morning,the 1st thing i see is my darling...wake him up with my "special treatment"...
• shower together...and wash his back for him...
• serve him his daily breakfast and papers...
• kiss him goodbye when he go to work...and tell him how important is he to me
• call him once in awhile when he's at work and whisper sweet nothing to him
• when he gets home...prepare a hot bath for him....
• after his bath,cook for him a nice dinner...
• laze on the couch with some red wine and watch dvd/tv together
• let him know that how i love to be with him...every hours,minutes and seconds of my life
• give him a "special treatment" before we go to bed...
• kiss on on the lips and tell him how much i love him

Happy Lunar New Year

sorry people was rather busy celebrating my lunar new year that i didnt really have anytime to blog...

well well...didnt really have much of a lunar new year mood...maybe its because i wasnt feeling very well...anyway i've recovered already...:)didnt really do anything special this year...only went to a couple of relative's house for visiting and of course to collect red packets...$$$$...

this is my beloved brother...see the difference?

my happy family....plus my doggy Junior

day 1: visiting visiting visiting...followed by catching a movie with baby and ben.we watched "the ghost rider" great movie....its a thriller.... (baby said the dress i wore plus the hair is very dolly)

day2: visiting visiting visiting...baby and i went to ivan's house to gamble...most of the time we played black jack...won some money...:) i'm sorry for those who lost that night... (baby said the dress i wore plus my hair makes me look very woman..)

day3: baby went to my uncle's house for dinner....then i went to baby's house...

day 4: MEETING FOR OUR PROJECT!!!!! goodness can you believe it....could hardly get up this morning....

heard from my mum that my godmother had been rob in KL during day 1 of the lunar new year.goodness...her arm was all bruised...poor thing...broad daylight robbery...guess her new year wasnt so lucky afterall...but thank god she was alright...but a hell lots of money were gone...

happy valentine day...

had a great evening with baby...he surprised me with a huge bouquet of roses...baby bought me to Clift,a posh fine dining...poor baby spent a huge bomb on the dinner...its a 8 course dinner and the resturant gave the ladies a $50 worth of skincare products...heehee...

the ambience was great and the company was perfect...the view of Clift was so beautiful...it overlooks the sea...it was a magical evening...all thanks to baby for making the night such a memorable one...love being with baby every minute and second of my life....without baby my life would be meaningless

When I gaze into your eyes,

Tomorrow is all I see.

I wish you could know, my love,

Just what you mean to me.

thought its kinda...

Pisces
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets...Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

CANCER
The Cutie...MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high sex appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great stories teller. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

bored....

i'm sitting in my school's computer lab waiting for the time to pass...goodness 1 hour of waiting is unbearable...but i have no choice because val and eileen had went home leaving me behind in this stupid school...so sad....goodness i'm whining again...haha...well...they left their attendance card with me,so i had to sacifice myself....
val need to go and buy some stuffs...she wants to make a card for her boyfriend....how sweet...she assume that her boyfriend is making something for her too....such a sweet couple...i cant do handicrafts because i'm not as patient...guess i would give up halfway through...and i think baby dont have the time and patience to make something for me too....humph....
eileen went home because she was tired...so in the end somebody must stay behind to take down notes and stuffs... :(
since i have so much time...i might as well share somthing that i felt its so sweet...and its valentine's day 2 days time...

my teacher taught us the 5 languages of love, by Gary Chapman

1. kinetic [touch]
2. gift giving
3. acts of service
4. words of encouragement
5. quality time

i think i belongs to the 1st and the 2nd languages...how about you?sit down and think about it...:)

my valentine present

went to eugene and annie's R.O.M today at aloha loyang today...bought them a little gift from precious thots....annie cried when eugene said his vow...guess she was too touched by him...its a simple buffet dinner...but we all enjoyed it...thanks...wish eugene and annie a blissful marriage...

after that went shopping with baby to get my valentine present...abit disappointed because my present became smaller...but baby i understand and will not blame you because i know on christmas you had spent a bomb already....we went to thailand and i got a coach bag... :) but darling...my birthday present must be bigger ok...

for my valentine present i got a guess watch...its very big and blink...just the way i like it to be...:)

then i went to action city and got myself this cutie little thing...its to put tissue paper...so sweet got to bring it home with me...that little thing on top of it is a turtle...so cute isnt it?

"i'm a lost sheep in the wild"

was thinking about what am i going to do after my graduation in a couple of months time...shit...totally no idea...felt so lost...because sometimes i feel that being a nurse in a clinical setting is not really my piece of cake...dont know what to do...the next step is very critical because it can be a stepping stone to my 'bright' future or it can be pebbles that lead me to nowhere...
baby advised me to study first,get a degree then start working...but my other friends advise me to get abit of working experience first...oh god....having a screwed up brain right now...now i've only 3 options i think...

1. continue studying and get a degree in something else
2. be a nurse
3. sales rep

some of my friends are in sales and they are earning good money...nursing's pay is really pathetic even though they raise the pay....

happy and sad

today,my day is filled with ups and downs....lets start with the ups issues first...

1. my brother bought me a super cutie piggy...heehee...so sweet love it...he left it on my bed when i was in school today...


2. my teacher said my bowling improve...yippie...


3. had a bowl of famous beef soup but there's other issues to it....


4. my darling junior had a very cute haircut...
5. my mum boiled some delicious soup...

now coming to the downs....

1. i broke my nail....so upset...the total cost of the pedicure is $51...1 nail broke means i wasted $5 excluding those 2 other nails that i chipped on wednesday...but luckily i manage to do something to it to cover up...haha


2. had the beef soup but the stall dont sell rice and apparently other stalls refuse to sell any rice unless we buy something from them...ridiculous isnt it?in the end baby had to buy a plate of 'vegetables+ scallops' for $10 just to get me a bowl of white rice...poor baby...guess he couldnt bear the disappointed look on my face....i love you baby


3. couldnt really help out much for our next presentation...totally lost on that module...sorry people...
4. couldnt activate my new debit card...because i forgot to bring my atm card...i didnt know that i actually need that 'old silver card'
5. my old debit card got "eaten up" by the machine....god...

but overall my day is still not that bad because the downs are not that serious afterall...

1 down 3 to go...

been rushing our presentation for the whole week...finally its over...all thanks to my groupmates who sacifice alot of time and effort for this whole thing...without you guys this presentation would not be so successful...
bought a mont blanc wallet cum money clip for baby...its his valentine day present...cost me a bomb but its all worth it...because its for baby...baby has always wanted that since the last time we stepped into mont blanc.... i love my baby....
saw a ninewest shoe again today but a different pattern...its so nice...i still cant decide whether to get them or not...in a dilemma...they cost $175...design is simple but yet still very nice....

cold sweat...

for a moment a thought..."shit what have i done to my blog..."well...obviously this computer idiot had tried something dumb...copy and paste some nonsense into my blog...learnt my lesson..never going to do it again...
went to fashionbar on friday...found the place quite interesting but weird because its call fashionbar but the staffs there are not fashionable at all...
on saturady went to raffles town club for dinner with baby's family....after that we went to cineleisure to game with sze and ben...but was a bit disappointed because the computers doesnt seem to work most of the time...
pedicure on monday which cost me $51...so costly...and i was so clumsy,i fell down and spoilt it...was so disappointed...i think my teacher couldnt stand me cause i was whining the whole night...haha...but i guess my nails look alright now because i've tried to touch up on it already...